Well I just got back from Duke Medical Center, and I have to
say that my MRI looked pretty darn impressive, if I do say so myself. I haven’t
seen a scan have that little to say regarding cancer since…well, I didn’t have
a brain tumor (which seems like oh so long ago). There was generally less
contrast on the image (especially around my squished cerebellum) which is great. Lets get that
guy outta there, then maybe I can have another surgery and scrape the rest out.
Maybe I’ll end up being the person with the largest number of craniotomies….probably
not, I probably have a really, really long way to go until I get to that point...
That's what I was writing yesterday when my Dad and I were on the road and I was caught up in an emotional high from being at Duke (in beautiful North Carolina, I might add). Now I feel tired, tired but satisfied, satisfied that I could take almost five entire weeks off (minus the Avastin at week 3) and still be kicking this thing's sorry little butt. I really wasn't expecting to have such a great MRI this time, but I'm not saying that I mind one little bit.
Seriously though, it's hard to fight this thing off every other week (just knowing the next week's right around the corner gives me a sinking gag-like reflex sometimes). The constant ups-and-downs with replete with nausea, constipation, and anemia puts me into a general haze of not-caring about the goings-on in the rest of the world (though I do realize that this is not the most beneficial state of mind for me now or ever), I can't really let myself return to this mindset anymore. But...enough of this wining and moaning.
Anyway, my experience at Duke Cancer Center was a good one. I had quite a bit of good news these last couple of days, but now I'm tired and I need to go back to sleep, or I may catch another bug that's being passed around my parent's house...
********I got a great update for you today. I emailed my Duke PA, Sprague, trying to clear up a little bit of miscommunication that occurred yesterday. I had the opinion that there was no change from last time, but that wasn't quite it. There actually is no 'MRI evidence' of any neoplasms in my brain this means that there is no radiographic evidence of any tumors in my prefrontal cortex! Now don't freak out...yet. I still have the tumor around my cerebellum, and thankfully it is less than before. This made my treatment today just a little easier to swallow. Now I'm going to sleep for a bit. Oh and if you want, you can freak out now**************
Anyway, my experience at Duke Cancer Center was a good one. I had quite a bit of good news these last couple of days, but now I'm tired and I need to go back to sleep, or I may catch another bug that's being passed around my parent's house...
********I got a great update for you today. I emailed my Duke PA, Sprague, trying to clear up a little bit of miscommunication that occurred yesterday. I had the opinion that there was no change from last time, but that wasn't quite it. There actually is no 'MRI evidence' of any neoplasms in my brain this means that there is no radiographic evidence of any tumors in my prefrontal cortex! Now don't freak out...yet. I still have the tumor around my cerebellum, and thankfully it is less than before. This made my treatment today just a little easier to swallow. Now I'm going to sleep for a bit. Oh and if you want, you can freak out now**************
im so happy for you..really..even we havent met :)
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